A MOMENT COMES IN ONE'S LIFE WHEN YOU REMAIN DUMBFOUNDED.YOU WANT TO SPEAK BUT CAN NOT.IN THIS WORLD OF UNKNOWN KNOWN,I HAVE MADE SO MANY FRIENDS,WHOM I HAVE NOT SEEN.I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I WILL EVER SEE THEM.YET,SOME OF THEM HAVE REALLY TOUCHED MY HEART.IF THEY ARE DISTURBED ,I ALSO FEEL DISTURBED AND GENUINELY WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY.I ALSO NEVER WANT THAT THEY SHOULD LEAVE I LAND.

ONE OF MY SUCH FRIEND LEFT I LAND FOREVER.I NEVER GUESSED IT.SHE WAS MY FRIEND FOR NOT EVEN A MONTH.WHEN SHE TALKED ABOUT LEAVING I LAND,I THOUGHT IT WAS A TEMPORARY DECISION.I URGED HER TO STAY BACK WITH US.I NEVER KNEW THAT SHE IS A FLOWER WHICH GOD WANTED BADLY.

I HAVE SEEN MANY SITUATIONS IN LIFE,SOME MAY BECOME MY STORIES IN FUTURE.BUT THIS IS A SITUATION VERY HARD TO ACCEPT.VERY HARD TO FORGET. WHY IT HAPPENS,I DO NOT KNOW!WHY GOD DOES LIKE THIS? AS I WRITE THIS,MY SORROW TRANSFORMS INTO TINY DROPS OF WATER,IN MY EYES,AND A LUMP IS IN MY THROAT.

I REPRODUCE HER MAILS TO ME FOR YOU ALL--

thanks for adding me-SUSHI [6/10/07]

AFTER BECOMING MY FRIEND

u didnt like ma poem:(katti]-SUSHI  [15/10/07]

WHEN I DID NOT COMMENT ON HER POEM

thanks friend for ur kind mesg pl hv guddy tk cr-SUSHI [15/10/07]

WHEN I SAID I LIKED YOUR POEM,DON'T DO KATTIE PLEASE

pl let me go,i cnt tell why,but i will miss u,and all.tk cr god bless u-sushi [16/10/07]

WHEN SHE WROTE THAT SHE IS BIDDING ADIEU FOREVER IN HER BLOG,I WROTE TO HER ,SAYING -PLEASE STAY WITH US,DO'NT GO[I WAS NOT AWARE OF HER REASON].IN HER REPLY,YOU CAN FEEL HER PAIN AND TEARS...

THEN I SAW HER I LAND AFTER A FEW DAYS----THIS WAS THERE

[PUBLISHED WITHOUT PERMISSION-ACTUALLY NO ONE TO PERMIT]

hello ilander friends of sushi.i am priya ,sushis cousin sister,u all must be thinking were this naughty girl has gone ,who had always spread smiles and love in all hearts.and gone that to instantly.since u all had come in her life she was more happy,in last 2 or 3 weeks the love she has received from u all 133 friends she had kept in her heart.sushi was a lovely charming girl,after she was hospitalized she had joined iland.and shared her innocent world with u all.sushi was suffering from brain tumour and today was her operation planned.but.............................am sorry i cnt write more...........she has gone forever to god never to come back again,she is no more...............

she had asked me to put these lines for u if anything happens to her................,and requested u people to read her poems again and again as she used to be............................am still in hospital full with tears,but just to keep her final wish.................

zindagi jeene ke liya hai

zindagi hasne ke liye hai

zindagi muskurane ke liye hai

zindagi ji bhar ke jeena doston

warna zindagi ki kimmat humse pucho

jinke paas zindagi bachi nahi hai........'

I WRITE---

I SAY ADIEU TO YOU MY FRIEND,

I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR PULSATING HEART,

AMONG THE TWINKLING STARS,

ONE OF THEM MAY BE YOURS.

IN A DARK NIGHT,

I WILL LOOK UP TO FIND YOU,

WHEN THE FRAGRANCE

OF HASNUHANA,

ENGULFS  MY MIND.

WHEN DEWS SHALL DROP LIKE

WARMTH OF YOUR HEART.

WHEN THE WIND BLOWS,

I WILL HEAR YOUR WHISPER

EVERTYTIME.

I WILL KNOW,

THAT YOU HAVE NOT GONE

BUT YOU ARE THERE WITH ME.

MY LITTLE GIRL,SLEEP NOW

SINCE YOU HAVE NOT SLEPT

FOR LONG

AND LET THE HEAVEN'S  MUSIC PLAY... 

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